I have
come that you will have life and have it abundantly. John 10:10
My first job, at the age of fourteen, was to pack boxes
and sell ice cream at Purdy’s chocolates in Arbutus Village. I had the job
for five years. It paid for my tuition at UBC (that’s how long ago it
was!!!). I’m quite sure I was never given a job description. The tasks
simply were explained to me and the expectations made clear. Since that
time, every job I’ve had or for which I’ve hired someone has come with a
“job description” - a lengthy to-do list of tasks and responsibilities.
If there is an inherent, over-arching rationale or
purpose for doing the list of tasks it is seldom, if ever, articulated.
Job descriptions tend to take for granted that you know WHY you would be
doing what you have been hired to do. They assume (or perhaps they have
forgotten) the larger, prior question – Why? Why teach? Why sell? Why
serve? Why prosecute? Why heal?
The 17 words in verse 42 of the second chapter of Acts
have served as the church’s job description for centuries. The text lists
what the early Christian community did and the ancient job description
stuck: teaching, fellowship, breaking bread, and praying.
Study, food, prayer, community – that’s what they were
about. And when we’re not writing up a JNAC or doing a renovation, that’s
what we’re about too. According to your website, it’s certainly what you’re
doing. I read it there – commitment to biblical literacy, prayer, having
fun together.
Despite both the changes and stagnations in our form
over the centuries, despite the enormous diversity of style across the
globe, even across the this city, we keep doing a few basic things in common
– learning, eating, praying and being together.
There is no question that what we DO matters, that our
actions demonstrate our thoughts and commitments. So at the very heart of
the question of what we DO is the question of purpose. What do we do it
FOR? Why look after each other? Why pray? Why feed and be fed?
What was that early church doing those things FOR?
What do we do them for? The word “purpose” at its root has to do with
“sending out” or “putting forth.” Our purpose, what we are FOR is not what
we commit to inwardly but something we live outwardly. It is literally
something we “deliver.”
This question of the purpose in our lives is asked far
less frequently and far more tentatively, it seems to me, than the question
of the activity in our lives. We even ask children what they intend to do
with lives, but I don’t think I have ever heard anyone ask a child if they
have any idea WHY they are here.
I learned from a Catholic colleague, and many of you
here may know this from experience, that the Catholic catechism book,
offering questions and answers for the formation of faith, contains the
question, “Why did God make you?” In other words, “what are you for?”
The answer given to the question in the catechism is
beautiful, “I am made to love and enjoy God forever.” In other words, no
matter what I find myself doing or not able to do, my life has a purpose. I
am made to live as if I belonged to God. I am FOR God.
If our purpose is this – a life-long surrender and
offering of ourselves to the holy wholeness of which we are a part, then our
inherited purpose as children of God is one that connects us in and eternal
embrace of Divine belonging. We belong not to our skin and bones but to the
holy wholeness of things. We belong to God in whom we and all things have
life. We are meant to deliver ourselves to this: this wholeness, this
connection, this entirely, this “life in God,” as our tradition names it.
Our purpose, “what we are FOR”, belongs to something much larger than our
own lives.
We in western societies are so immersed in
individualism, it is extremely difficult for us to imagine that we are part
of something larger than our own lives, bigger than our own plans, that
there is a story unfolding that is infinitely longer than our own history,
that we might be FOR something that transcends this time and place, that we
might belong to the story, the life, of God.
I have told on several
occasions of my first sense of the longer story to which I belong. In the
late 1980s I was visiting Guatemalan refugees in exile in Southern Mexico.
Like countless communities at countless other moments in human history the
Guatemalan’s lives depended on telling their story and so the church went to
hear it. One afternoon as four of us were gathered around a table a gentle,
intense man who must at one time have been a professor with a classroom and
a blackboard told us his version of the story of his people. As he spoke he
drew lines and wrote place names and dates on a page in the middle of the
table. He began, “when the slaves were in bondage in Egypt . . . ” As the
hours passed the page became filled with a seamless weaving of two stories –
of the Guatemalan refugees and of the Exodus. I had heard both stories
before but I had never heard this version of the story. On the table lay
a manila paper criss-crossed with lines that collapsed history into one vast
sweep of God’s relentless and redemptive promise of deliverance. Somewhere
on the page next to the words “Chiapas” and “wilderness” he had drawn a
little cross and circled it. It represented the solidarity of the
international church. I have never forgotten how we looked on that paper,
written into the story of God, just a small mark, a moment in the eternal
unfolding of God’s holy mission to love this world into the glorious
wholeness for which it was created.
To see ourselves written into the life of God, is
something that may happen only rarely but it is enough to remind us for a
lifetime that we do not invent what we are for, we inherit it. As children
of God, made in the image of God, we inherit God’s purpose. Our lives are
one small mark on the page mapping the eternal Divine movement of creative,
restorative, sustaining love; a connective movement that extends eternally
beyond the few decades of one life.
The religious life is a life of purpose, a life built
on what it is FOR. The church has not always done what it is FOR
flawlessly; far from it and worse. But as far as I can tell, the church for
the most part, has remembered what it is for. Over two thousand years we
have not forgotten that we are FOR life – God’s holy, unending gift, an
intricate pattern of flourishing and belonging.
At the centre of the story of God is the story of life
itself – its totality, its mystery, its promise. At the centre of the
story of God is someone who said, “I have come that you will have life and
life in abundance.” You will have not just any life, you will not have just
your life, but ABUNDANT life – not simply being, but belonging; not simply
growing but flourishing; not simply one by one but as a whole – one vast
sweep of embodied eternity – this exquisite abundance belongs to us and we
belong to it. Another name for this holy wholeness is “God.” I have come
that you will have God; you will have life and love, you will have beauty,
you will have wholeness. I have come that you will, by whatever name, “love
and enjoy God forever.” At the centre of the story of God is the promise
that we belong in that story. Each one of us …
Because each of us, and those sitting beside us on the
pews, those at Starbucks and those sleeping on the street outside Chapters,
each of us was designed to belong to something larger than our own lives.
If we are designed to belong; if our life’s breath is connection, our death
is isolation. And is this not so very, very evident? You don’t need me to
remind you that people die of loneliness everyday in this city and cities
like it -– die because alienation leads to drugs, violence, and debilitating
depression. Social workers and ministers know this. Parents and teachers
know this. Last week we had a pastoral emergency call to our home from a
child (a child who lives the wealthiest community in Canada, West
Vancouver). The fabric of belonging is torn and lives are falling through –
whole families, whole communities are falling through.
If there is a saving word to be spoken, it is the word
“belonging.”
So yes, it matters what we do. And it matters why.
Eating, praying, teaching, caring – why? Because they remind us of the
truth of our belonging. We come to the table because there is always room;
we do it together because we were not made to be alone; we ask tell stories
because they are large enough to hold all of us; we pray because we belong
to something larger and more beautiful than ourselves – eating, gathering,
teaching, and praying – we do all these things for a single purpose – we do
them because we belong to God. We do them because we take seriously the
promise of abundant life, here and now, for everyone. A promise of
flourishing. A promise of belonging.
The story of abundant life is not the only version of
the story – but a saving story nonetheless – a story of redemptive
belonging. Tell it however you like; use historical criticism and
contemporary cosmology, if you choose, But whatever we do, we should
remember how to tell it and why. That others might want to hear it, we’re
not sure. That we need to hear it, that we are sure of. We need to remind
ourselves why we are here, what our lives are FOR – we are not born to buy
or sell or survive or make-do. No, we are born into the promise of abundant
life – of flourishing and belonging. Born “to love and enjoy God forever.”
In other words, born to live in and with the world as if it were holy, as if
we belonged to God and God belonged to us, as if you belonged to me and I
belonged to you, as if our lives were worthy of the story of God and the
story of God were worthy of our lives.
Clearly the church does not have a corner on siding
with life, of honouring, caring and defending it and of trusting in all
things that the giver of life is eternally making, restoring and pulling
life in the direction of wholeness and joy. No, we don’t have the corner on
this. But we have a place in it, I think. At least I recognized it once on
a manila piece of paper and I have not forgotten it.
Eating, praying, teaching, being together - We are
not held together by doing these things, but I believe we are in some way
held together by what they are FOR. They are for the promise of abundant
life, the life-saving promise that we belong to God and because of that, to
each other – belong to the one beside you, to the people at Starbucks, to
the guys outside of Chapters, to the young monks in Tibet, to the children
in Afghanistan. An unending circle of belonging – the promise of
flourishing in the divine purpose of abundant life.
Some people find the ancient job description we carry
out in communities like this one worthy of their lives … not because it
offers something to DO but because it is the way we practice what we are
FOR.
Every human life longs to be spent on something worthy
of it – something beautiful, demanding, and larger than the length of a
single life. We bring our lives to a place like this one with a question
resting deep within us, “Because I belong to the wholeness of God’s abundant
life, to what piece of God’s glorious gift of life will I attend? Who will
receive what my life is labouring to deliver? Is there something here that
would allow me the privilege to practice what I am for? To practice
belonging to God?” And if we stay long enough, someone may scribble
something on a page, or cook something in the kitchen, or sing something in
the sanctuary that will remind us – this; it is this; this is what I am
for. I belong to nothing less than all of this. Belonging to all of this
is what I am for.
Thanks be to God. Amen.