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If you were able to ask just one thing of the God of the
universe, what would it be? No three wish scenario, here. You have one shot and
one shot only. This sharpens the focus considerably. What’s it going to be?
Well, I suspect that if you asked every person here this morning, you’d come up
with a different response. We would make our request based on our stage of
development, our level of consciousness, and the circumstances we are in at the
time the question was being asked.
Einstein is reported to have said, “I want to know the mind
of God. Everything else is just details”. This exercise surfaces what for each
of us, genius or no, what is our ultimate concern. This would be an excellent
exercise to take on a spiritual retreat. Spend a couple of days, a week, or a
month, just honing in on the one thing you would ask of God. At the end of this
exercise you would have discovered your ultimate concern.
I am intrigued by the Psalmist’s single request of God.
“One thing I ask of the Lord, that I will seek after: to live in the house of
the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of God, and to inquire in
God’s Temple” (Psalm 27:1). Let’s break it down. Note the maturity of the
Psalmist’s request: the writer not only asks this of God, he intends to
be fully involved in the realization of the request. This is not The Secret or
the Law of Attraction in their most naive expressions. Yes, he puts out his
intention into the universe. But then he doesn’t sit back and expect it to
magically materialize by the power of his thought. “One thing I will seek
after”, is followed immediately by, “that I will seek after”. Included in
his intention is a willingness to consciously participate in his singular desire
to live in the house of the Lord all his days, to behold the beauty of God, and
to inquire in God’s Temple. So, ask God for whatever you want, but then get
involved in making it happen.
As for the content of his desire, it may be that the writer
imagined himself literally taking up residence in the Temple in Jerusalem – “to
dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of his life”. In his day, most
believed that God actually resided in this structure. But let’s take this as a
metaphor. To desire to live forever in the house of God is to yearn to enjoy
perpetual awareness that the universe houses God’s very being. “Earth's crammed
with heaven, and every common bush afire with God”, is how the English poet
Elizabeth Barrett Browning put it. This is what the psalmist wanted – to be able
to dwell in the awareness of the sacred presence that permeates all of reality.
The psalmist associates dwelling in the house of God with
beauty. He wants to dwell in the house of God in order that he might behold the
beauty of God. This is the source of our fascination with beauty. Beauty breaks
through our dull perception. It is a door into the house of God’s Being. We look
across the Burrard inlet and see the fresh snow on the mountain and it has the
power to stop us, to break us out of our everyday routines and rest in the
mystery of beauty. It is an intimation that indeed earth is crammed with heaven.
Every glimpse of beauty, wherever we notice it, is a Sabbath for the soul.
Not the 24-hour variety that has come to define Sabbath
time. It may only be 2. 4 seconds, in fact. That may be all it takes to lift us
up out of the mundane and transport us to a transcendent realm. Beauty, like the
Sabbath, is a foretaste of eternity, wrote Abraham Heschel, the Jewish
philosopher and theologian. It is a momentary, fleeting glimpse of the
perfection that has been promised to our soul, and that our soul seeks after.
Beauty beckons us to see the face of God. “Come, my heart
says”, the psalmist writes, “seeks God’s face. And then, he writes directly to
the Holy One: “ Your face, Lord, do I seek”. That’s all he wants. That’s his
Lottery 6/49 winning ticket. The only freedom the psalmist is interested in
cannot be bought. It’s the freedom that comes from knowing in your heart that
the whole universe is the face of God smiling at us, and that we also are a face
of the divine. When we choose to look upon the world, as the face of God, we
become beautiful ourselves – a source of the divine beauty for others. Here’s a
second spiritual exercise. Be in the world for a couple of days seeking only the
face of God, with all your heart and mind. Yes, you will come across grouchy,
mean, and cynical faces. But continue to seek the face of God behind the many
faces of fear. Imagine the smile behind the scowl, the eyes of compassion behind
the frowning judgment. Seek the face of God, with the psalmist. Here’s a third
exercise. Spend a day or so being the face of God for the world. As the
saying goes, if there is joy in your heart, please notify your face! Rather than
looking at another with judgment and cynicism gaze with the eyes of grace upon
souls whose face has been twisted by fear.
There are three parts to the Psalmist’s single request of
God; the first is to dwell in the awareness of God’s presence; the second is to
see the beauty of God’s face in every thing and everybody; the third is to
“inquire in God’s temple”. To inquire in God’s temple, that is, from the
awareness of the presence of the divine, is to ask a whole different set of
questions than one would normally ask. In our culture, (what could be called a
money culture) we want to know how much money we’re going to need to retire;
what is the secret of financial wealth; how can I be successful; how can I get
others to respect me? But once you are dwelling in the awareness of God’s
presence you shift the ground of inquiry. A whole new set of questions emerges.
You already know you are loved and that you yourself are
love at the deepest level. You know that you will always dwell in the house of
God, so there is nothing to strive for – you have all the wealth you could ever
want. To inquire in the house of God is to seek spiritual wisdom. Your questions
shift to: how then shall we live with each other, and not how can I get
ahead in this world; how may we persuade ourselves to share the earth’s
resources, and not how may I accumulate more; how may I serve the world, and not
what can I get from the world; how can I live in such a way that I am able to
see the face of God, and not how can I put my best face forward; how may we
collaborate with others to walk more gently upon the earth, and not how will I
make my mark in life. We’ve marked the planet enough with our projects of
self-aggrandizement
“God is my strength and my salvation. Whom shall I fear?
God is the stronghold of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?” (1:1) Our vocation
as disciples of Christ is to abide in the house of God to such an extent that we
begin to lose our fear. Fear is the basis of an economic system that perpetuates
massive disparities in wealth. Fear is the basis of police states and the
military-industrial complex that exist to make sure that the unfair distribution
of the world’s wealth and resources will be entrenched in perpetuity. Fear is
what causes one person or one nation to want to dominate over another. Fear is
what keeps us from changing our lifestyles even though we know we are destroying
the earth. Remove the fear and you remove the basis of our allegiance to these
systems. Remove fear and the domination system, within and without, begins to
topple.
Ann read an article from the Globe and Mail to me
yesterday. It was from the Travel section. It concerns the decision of Doug
McMeekin to buy some land in the Amazon rain forest, at the edge of the Napo
River, in order to save it from Oil Companies. Then he built an award-winning
eco-tourism lodge. Guests interact with the people of the local village. He then
set up a school for the 140 children of the village, so that when the oil runs
out the children will have other options for employment. And then, he signed the
3000 acres he had purchased in the rainforest back to the local people. He now
works for them.
We’re all at different places in our journey toward
fearless living. What matters is that we take the next step in our journey.
We’re not told what it was that enabled those first disciples to shed their
security systems and follow Jesus. All they knew was that he was, for them, the
face of God. Jesus was a dwelling place of God. The story says they were mending
their nets when they decided to drop what they were doing and follow him. Jesus
offered to mend the hole in the center of their being. They were fishermen we
are told. Jesus offered to teach them to take those skills and use them to cast
the net of God’s loving presence to all who cared to listen, and to bring them
home to the awareness of divine presence – what Jesus called the Kingdom God.
“One thing I ask of the Lord, that I will seek after: to
live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of
God, and to inquire in God’s Temple” (Psalm 27:1). What is your question of God?
How will you now seek after it? Come to the table, my friends. This is a banquet
of God’s presence, for you.
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