The vision is of a valley of dry human bones. Make no
mistake: this was the site of a battlefield. The defeat had been absolute
and the prophet wonders whether Israel, the dry bones in the vision, could
find life again. On another level, it served as a metaphor for the spirit of
the Jewish people. From a place of exile, living under the rule of foreign
powers, could the Jews find life again? Would they be able to rise up from
the grave of despair? It’s a question for the ages, including our own.
While in Hawaii, we watched a powerful film called the
Valley of Elah. This is the valley where the boy David took on the
Philistine giant, Goliath and prevailed, with nothing but a slingshot. The
protagonist in the film is Hank, a retired U.S. army Sergeant who continues
to run his life and hold personal values associated with his military
identity. He lost his first son in the Iraq war, and now his second son,
Mike, has just returned home on leave from serving in this same country.
Hank gets a call that Mike has gone AWOL. After
returning on leave to America, he hadn’t reported in for a couple of days.
Hank leaves to go to the base and try to find his son. The grizzly news is
awaiting him that his son’s remains have been found in a field. The rest of
the story concerns the inner journey Hank is forced to make as he
investigates the death of his son. He uncovers the truth that the day before
his conversation with Mike in Iraq, his son was forced to run over an Iraqi
child standing in the middle of the street while he was driving the patrol
vehicle. It is army policy to stop for nobody for fear of suicide bombers.
The father discovers that after suffering this trauma, his upstanding son
snapped. He gained a reputation for torturing Iraqi prisoners. Then Hank
discovers that it was Mike’s own army buddies who killed his son. Suffering
from post-traumatic stress syndrome, they had lost their humanity.
Near the end of the film, Hank remembers his last
conversation with his son, when his son is still in Iraq. Mike is crying.
“You have to get me out of here Dad”, he sobs. Hank, the father, responds by
asking whether anybody is witnessing his son crying. Relieved that nobody is
listening, he conveys to his son that he needs to grin and bear it. Be a
soldier. Mike pulls himself together and ends the conversation quickly. Now,
how does a father recover from all of this, including perhaps his own
complicity in his son’s death? The viewer witnesses his soul becoming a
valley full of dry bones.
Many images stand out for me in the film, but the one
that stays with me concerns the American flag. On his way to the military
base to find his son, Hank notices a flag flying upside down. Being a
patriot he stops his vehicle. He gives the fellow in charge of the flag, a
refugee from El Salvador, a lesson about the meaning of an upside down flag.
When you fly it upside down it’s a distress signal. It means that the
country is in real trouble and nobody has a clue what to do. After the
investigation ends, Mike drives back home. A package has arrived from his
son, before he died. It’s addressed to his father. It’s a tattered and torn
American flag. Hank drives back to where he saw the flag flying upside down.
He notices that the flag keeper has learned his lesson well. It’s flying the
right side up. He gets out of the car, takes the flag down, replaces it with
the one his son gave him, turns it upside down, raises it, and then duct
tapes the rope, so it will stay up there for a good long time.
Hank is making a statement. His own life, his values,
his worldview, and his belief in the war, have all been turned upside down.
He is signaling that both he and his country are in desperate need of help
and he doesn’t have a clue how to fix the problem. Everything that gave him
life had dried up. It’s a valley of dry bones as far as the eye can see. His
very soul is on the line. And, of course, the filmmaker is suggesting that
the soul of America is on the line as well.
The nation of Iraq itself is a field of dry bones. The
prestigious medical journal, The Lancet, reported that as of July
2006, 600,000 Iraqis had been killed. The highly respected British polling
firm, Opinion Research Business confirmed this number in an
independent audit. Both note that they had been very conservative in their
estimates. Other organizations estimate that at least 1 million have been
killed. This number starts from the date of the second invasion, not the
first, and doesn’t include the deaths caused by the economic sanctions in
the previous decade, or the first invasion. So we can conservatively add
500,000 more Iraqis that have died as a direct result of these sanctions and
the first invasion. The number of U.S. soldiers who have been wounded stands
at 29,320 since the second invasion. Between 8 and 10% of all U.S. soldiers
who are fighting the war on terror are treated at the Landstuhl Medical
Center in Germany for psychiatric or behavioral issues. So far, according to
the medical director of the hospital they have treated 11,754 soldiers. Dry
bones as far as the eye can see.
So wouldn’t you think that this election would be all
about Iraq? You’d think it would be all about getting out of this illegal
war. You’d think it would be all about the question of whether the dry
bones, which is the soul of the United States, could actually recover. But
it’s not. It’s about universal heath care and immigration policy and
breaking the free trade agreements with Canada and the Mexico. All important
issues, no question. But all the talk about Iraq has turned to how about how
much “progress” is being made. The Republican candidate is intent on
finishing the war. The Democratic candidates are adopting the rhetoric of
“progress”, because the public has already forgotten about Iraq. I don’t
know if the valley of dry bones called Iraq can come back to life – we’ll
have to ask Iraqis themselves – but I wonder about the soul of a nation that
is so deep in denial. Can the soul of the great nation of the United States
live? Thank goodness for filmmakers and the likes of Noam Chomsky and others
who are trying to get their nation to come to terms with the tragedy of
Iraq.
Let me take this down to the more personal level. We
all know what it’s like to look out at our own live and see a valley of dry
bones. When I was in Hawaii, I read a single book. I’m a big reader and a
fairly fast reader at that. Admittedly, this was not a fluffy novel I
tackled. It was a big, meaty non-fiction book. But I went deep into it. I
gave myself time to reflect on it. I made notes in my journal. I shared what
I was learning with Ann. It was a transformative experience. What I had done
for these 10 days was enough. I had time to feel my life. I swear I
heard the rattling of dry bones. I felt the breath of God coming back into
my lungs and the disparate bones of my life being knit together by a deep,
cosmic, synthetic power that was a movement of the Spirit.
Then in the warm breezes, under the swaying palm trees,
I thought about what I was coming back to. I knew what was in my calendar
for the next six months. I had a list of at least 35 things that needed
immediate attention. I would be hitting the ground running. My email box
would have hundreds of messages. I would be exchanging the depth of
experience I had enjoyed in Hawaii, for breadth of experience. I
would be going from first thing in the morning until it was time for bed,
and I wouldn’t be able to shut my mind off because it was over-stimulated.
My meditation would be squeezed between appointments. I know that I am not
alone. We have filled our lives to the absolute brim, but is it life, or is
it a kind of grave?
When this depth dimension of life is absent from our
lives, it is like declaring war on our souls. A feeling for the goodness of
life goes AWOL. We deny ourselves authentic pleasure and then eventually
forget what deep pleasure in life feels like. Then we find ourselves living
in the midst of a valley of dry bones, but it’s the new normal. Stress and
the constant stimulation of our adrenal glands leads to what Alvin Toffler
called Future Shock 40 years ago. Well, the future is upon us. We
lose ourselves in too much TV, too much E-mail, too much food, too much
work, too many experiences, too much of everything. All of this, which we’ve
come to believe is life, is actually serving to distract us from what we
really want, which is to feel our lives and connect with our souls. And when
we’re living out of connection with our soul, we lose both the capacity to
shudder at horrors, like the war in Iraq, and the joys of deep intimacy with
our family, our partners, and with the beauty of the earth.
Can these dry bones live? It’s interesting that it is
God who puts this question to Ezekiel, and the prophet’s response indicates
that he is not too sure about the answer. His response is to turn it back
onto God. “You know, O God”, says the prophet. You see, Ezekiel has run the
flag up the pole. He’s lost and the people are hopeless and he knows it. We
may not know how to get ourselves out of this, but maybe we don’t need to
know. We just need to run the bloody flag of our lives upside down and grab
a roll of duct tape.
The Spirit of God will get the distress signal. That’s
the promise of this story.
For those who wait upon the Spirit of God, help will
arrive. When Mike calls home from Iraq, Hank tells him that he can hardly
hear him. By the end of their conversation, it’s clear that this is intended
as metaphor. In fact, he couldn’t hear his son at all. Couldn’t hear his
pain. Couldn’t hear his son trying to tell him that this war was evil and
that if he stayed a minute longer, the evil would claim him. When we’ve lost
connection with Spirit, we can only hear the static of our culture – the
narratives of nihilism and despair – confusing distraction and perpetual
busyness with life itself.
But listen more closely. Listen deeply to the pain of
your own life. It is the cry of your soul asking to be heard. Listen deeply
to the yearning within your yearnings. Do not dismiss them. Do not tell
yourself to grin and bear it. Follow them all the way back to spring of life
in the center of your soul. Listen as though your life depended on it. You
may hear the sound of rattling, the presence of the spirit of God, knitting
the scattered and fragmented bones of your life back together. You may feel
the breath of the Spirit reentering your lungs, just when you thought death
would have the final word. Rise up from the grave, friends. The Spirit of
God is calling us back to life.