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Think about the two
characters in the story from Luke’s gospel this morning as two
different images of God. On the one hand, we have the hard-nosed owner
of the orchard doing a cost-benefit analysis and concluding that the
spindly fig tree is a waste of space – it’s purpose is to bear fruit
and since it shows no signs of improving it’s efficiency, he gives up
on it. Then we have the gardener – the appointed executioner in the
tale – who is no less interested in the fig bearing fruit but is more
patient. He acts as the fig tree’s advocate, saving it from immediate
death. He’s not ready to give up on the tree just yet. And no mere
advocate, he possesses the skills to bring the tree back to its full
potential.
So naturally we all want
to go with the Gardener. This God is willing to dig in around our
roots, get to the source of the problem, add a little organic
fertilizer to the mix, and then give us some TLC – all in order to
promote our capacity, not just to survive, but thrive. Well, I happen
to believe that this is a more accurate description of God’s true
nature. I have even experienced the divine in this way. But in order
to get to that God – I mean really get to the place where this God is
more operative in our day-to-day belief system and experience –
requires an exorcism of the other image of God.
All of us carry around
inside of us, sometimes conscious and sometime at an unconscious
level, the hard-nosed, bottom-line, bear-fruit-or –be-gone, image of
God. This has been the dominant god of Western culture for the last
couple of hundred years. By now, we have internalized this god as the
voice of judgment that sounds in our heads when we’re not living up to
an external standard. This god values us according to our capacity to
produce. The young are valued mainly for their future
potential as units of production – thus explaining why our education
system increasingly is about preparing our young to serve the economy,
and less about making a liberal arts education universally available
to all. Those who serve the young – day-care workers and the like are
often paid less than what we pay others to take our dogs for walks.
Likewise, our elders suffer a loss of status the day they are given
the golden handshake – ours is not a culture that confers upon our
elders the status of wisdom-keepers. When the purpose of life is to
bear economic fruit, those who serve this purpose directly carry
status and authority in our culture.
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Capitalism and the
emergence of the Protestant work ethic are closely tied. Max Weber,
the German sociologist, was the first to make the connection. There
was a time when peasants spent most of their time either celebrating
or preparing for the celebration. Two-thirds of the year was given
over to the “fruitless” work of enjoying themselves in festivals. Of
course, they knew the meaning of hard work. Planting and harvesting
was very demanding work. But they also knew how to celebrate life. As
Barbara Ehrenreich points out in her new book, Dancing in the
Streets: A History of Collective Joy, dance was a key element in
the celebration of life.
Martin Luther, father of
the Reformation, had no problem with dance. He admits to enjoying
dance himself. But his Swiss counter-part Calvin saw it as the past
time of the devil himself. To him, all these peasant festivals and all
this fruitless dancing seemed like idleness and idleness became the
defining characteristic of sin in the Protestant culture. As long as
we were kept busy we could stay out of trouble – sexual and otherwise.
Put these people in factories and give them something useful to do!
Dance historically happened in church. Peasants couldn’t see why
church shouldn’t be a festival. It was eventually banned from the
church and the church’s property. Then it was actively suppressed
through church teaching. Ehrenreich traces very carefully the
association between the suppression of dance, and the dramatic
increase in depression in the Western world in the 18th and
19th century.
This was very
interesting to me because I experienced it in my own life. Initiation
into the adult work world was accompanied by a loss of celebration in
my case. Growing up in Winnipeg I spend most of my weekends dancing –
getting lost in the celebration of movement. By the time I was ready
to dawn my minister’s robes I remember talking to Ann about how
strange it was to go out to a dinner party that was anything but a
party. We sat around after dinner endlessly discussing this or that,
the kids, the weather, the state of the nation, and I was bored to
death. For years I wondered when the host was going to turn the music
up and clear the furniture away. But it never happened and tellingly I
got depressed.
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So any of us who live in
the 21st century serve this bottom-line, bear fruit or be
gone god. It’s simply part of the air we breathe. We assume that life
is about bearing fruit – defined as economic fruit – and if we happen
to be unemployed, working at home raising children, or god forbid
(small “g”) choosing not to work – this god has little mercy on us.
Our conscience, our society and ourselves condemn us as worthless. The
legacy of the marriage of the Protestant work ethic with an
exclusively economic definition of what it means to bear fruit is that
most of us walk around with a low-grade guilt. We take our computers
on holidays, we check our emails incessantly, we bring our work home
in the evening, we fret that we are not giving our children enough. We
make a silent, withering judgment – we’re a waste of space.
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But as we heard from the
book of Isaiah, God’s voice reminds us: “My thoughts are not your
thoughts, and my ways are not your ways” (Isaiah 55:8). There is
an alternative wisdom and an alternative economy– what Mary-Jo Leddy
calls the economy of grace. “Come”, says this God, “Ho,
everyone who thirsts, come to the waters; and you that have no money,
come, buy and eat! Come; buy wine and milk without money and without
price (55:1).
It sounds strange to our ears precisely because we’ve been so steeped
in the other economy of production and we just know that
you don’t get something for nothing!
When we’re serving the
economy of the market – and friends don’t misinterpret me here – there
is absolutely nothing wrong with a market economy. Until, that is, it
becomes an idol – or a false god. When this god demands that you make
a sacrifice of your joy for life, your intimacy with spouse and with
children, your capacity for awe and wonder and celebration, then
something is amiss – something requiring repentance. But there is an
alternative economy. In the economy of grace, God digs deep into the
roots of our soul, fertilizing our very life system with an
alternative wisdom.
The fruits of this Spirit are love,
joy, compassion, service – social capital that you can’t put a price
on, and you can’t try to produce through your own efforts. The best
you can do is to receive the gracious ministrations of a Holy Gardener
who is willing to go to the very roots of your soul and free up all
that is preventing you from your natural birthright. If we can get
this other god out of our head we may be able to hear the voice of the
gardener speaking to us:
“You are a such a
lovely tree. But you are failing to thrive. Don’t listen to that
other voice – he sees you only as a commodity, a product to meet his
needs. You are not worthless. You withhold because he does not know
you and you do not want him to enjoy the fruits of your beauty.
Listen to me. I give you the most precious gift possible – time. Be
patient with yourself as I am patient with you. I give you time to
be your loveliest self, to bare fruit befitting your natural beauty.
I give you this next year to turn away from all the keeps you from
abundant life, from feeling the warm breeze and the joy of being
alive. You will not need to try harder to have more abundant life –
the life is there for you to receive. I give you my attention so
that soon you will be able to see yourself as I see you. Receive my
grace and blossom, my beautiful tree.”
At the end of the service 16 people
from this congregation will kneel before you witnessing to the truth
that they have heard the voice of the Gardener blessing them. They
declare their desire to share the fruits of grace with this community
and beyond. They have discerned their spirit-given gifts, and are now
ready to take their place in the economy of grace. Not to work
themselves to the bone doing “church-work”, mind you, but rather to
naturally bear the fruit that celebrates the loving attention of our
Cosmic Gardener. They give themselves into Her strong and wise hands
Who alone knows the secret of bearing fruit.
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